Although most people find hospital really depressing or scary, I still have a curiosity for them and their workings which keeps me from feeling this. I went and visited my mum in The Royal Marsden in Chelsea as she was recovering from her operation; it mad eme think about how every experience is relevant to my work, because my work is generally about the everyday and really, just noticing things.
Firstly, I spotted a Turner Prize nominated work ...
And I was really, really mesmerised by these curtains. It was one of the worst days in the hospital because my mum was feeling really fed up. The other times that I had visited, she had kept the curtains to the other beds open but this day she was in such a bad mood she had them closed. This in itself - that a curtain can separate an environment even though it only really affects the visual aspect - was really interesting to me. The sounds and smells and general atmosphere were still present but it was still a significant separation. Between each curtain on the ward was a story, sets of people from different places and with different experiences.
The curtains were also really interesting aesthetically - sterile, pale yellow with pleats to draw them back into tight concertinas, they couldn't be found anywhere else but in a hospital. I sat and watched their shadows on the floor for ages. As nurses and patients walked through the ward the material would move in a wave along the floor, its shadow moving with it. Noiseless, I found this movement to ethereal, ghostly, very beautiful. In the middle of a sad situation, separating scared and sick people is this constant shift of fabric.