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Really, really struggling today. Have no faith in any of my ideas, and I don't have many anyway. Not sure really how to move on from feeling like this... I have an experimwnt that I planned to carry out today but I'm too afraid to do it because I know it probably won't be any good, and it doesn't mean anything.

My plan yesterday was to carry out some quick trials with materials just to provoke some ideas amd so that I will have something to show at the crit... but I don't even want to do these now. Feeling very self concious of my work after showing the video. Worst of all, having doubts about whether I'm enjoying the course and whether I suit it.. perhaps I would be better doing prop design or something. Hopefully this is just the result of my unfamiliarity with this medium, but I am really disappointed in myself for having this reaction to something out of my comfort zone, as I want to learn new things.